Searching for my non-existent lover

           So today, Uncle Jack went to the city yet once again, leaving me in this dreadful house. How dare he not have me come along with him as company. He goes quite often and I am pretty sure I can manage myself and search for a loyal companion at the same time. I am growing more and more into a woman with each breath I take and marriage has been on my mind lately. I want to find a probable suitor to court me and the city is the best place to find a man- hence my desire to go there oh so very badly. One of my mentors, Lady Macbeth, suggests that I should find a man with both wealth and power. I agree to a certain extent. I feel that a mental connection is just as important if not more important than wealth and power. Marrying a man well off had a good outcome for Lady Macbeth and as her protegee, I strive to have a relationship such as hers. But what about true love? I desire my husband to be a man of his word-truthful, loyal, and romantic. I will find the perfect man and he WILL love me the way I want to be loved.